Today was the final stage.

So go. Ride until it hurts. Then ride until the hurt turns into a kind of prayer. And when you can’t go any further, look for the blue curtain.

Not a mean laugh. A knowing one.

I called this series “Prison on the Saddle” not because I hate the bike. I don’t. I love the bike the way a sailor loves a leaky ship—because it’s the only thing between you and the deep. No, the prison is the having to continue . The rule you set for yourself that morning, over coffee and a stale biscuit: No shortcuts. No vans. No mercy.

Gradients that make you get off and walk. Not out of weakness, but out of negotiation with your own quads.

April 16, 2026 Location: Somewhere between the last climb and the final tea house

Not because I’d finished the ride. Because I’d stopped trying to escape it.

I dropped my bike against a post—didn’t even lock it. If someone wanted to steal it, they’d be doing me a favor for exactly four seconds, until they tried the first pedal stroke.

Shimizuan isn’t a town you’ll find on most maps. It’s a resting post. A few wooden buildings leaning into the wind, a shrine with a missing fox statue, and one onsen that smells of sulfur and salvation. The route there is a liar. It starts gentle, with a tailwind and birdsong, luring you into thinking you’ve finally gotten fit. Then, around noon, the road remembers its purpose.