Oh Yes I Can Magazine -
He drew the eye again. It wasn’t good. But it was less bad . He drew another. And another. By dawn, the third eye wasn’t an eye anymore—it was a spiral, a galaxy, a question mark made of light. It looked like what the woman was seeing : the inside of her own potential.
In the summer of 1993, twelve-year-old Leo Márquez believed in exactly three things: the infallibility of the Guinness World Records book, the aerodynamic perfection of a paper airplane folded from a homework excuse slip, and the absolute, soul-crushing fact that he could not draw.
And he felt it. A tiny, sad snap in his head. The bridge.
Then he’d hand them a glue stick and a blank sheet of paper. And wait for the impossible thing to happen. oh yes i can magazine
So he erased the words. He said the other thing. Out loud. To the attic dust.
For three weeks, kids laughed. Then, one by one, they stopped. Because Leo kept drawing. A dog that looked like a potato. A spaceship that resembled a hair dryer. And then, one day, a hand. Bony. Real. Almost alive.
He didn’t win the contest. A girl named Priya won with a glitter-and-foam diorama of a dolphin president. But Ms. Kowalski pinned Leo’s drawing to the center of the board anyway. She had to use four magnets. The caption beneath it, in Leo’s wobbly handwriting, said: “This is what trying looks like.” He drew the eye again
The first article was called “The Amateur’s Trap: Why ‘Talent’ is a Ghost Story.” It argued, with strange, vibrating logic, that the human brain physically restructures itself around the phrase “I can’t.” Each time you said it, the article claimed, a tiny bridge of neurons collapsed. Say it enough, and the chasm becomes permanent.
He didn’t draw a poster. He drew the woman from the cover. But he couldn’t get the third eye right. The first ten attempts looked like a bruised golf ball. The next twenty looked like a startled nostril. His hand cramped. His trash can filled with furious spirals.
Leo touched his chest, where he’d tucked the magazine. But when he reached for it later, it was gone. The sketchbook was empty. No gold foil. No third eye. Just his father’s old drawings—clouds, cats, a woman laughing—and in the margins, the same small handwriting Leo now used. He drew another
That night, while rummaging for a protractor in the attic, he found the box. It was his late father’s, a man who’d died when Leo was four, leaving behind only the smell of turpentine and a set of forbidden oil paints. Inside the box, beneath brittle sketchbooks, lay a single magazine.
It had no barcode. The paper was thick, almost cloth-like. The title, embossed in gold foil, read:
“Oh yes I can.”