- All Time Greatest Hits - Best Of.rar — -album- - Barry White

I opened another: 1994-01-22.flac

I clicked the first one: 1983-08-14.flac

I went through them like a man possessed. 2001: him singing off-key in a car, his best friend Tom dying of cancer in the passenger seat, both of them laughing. 2009: a eulogy he never delivered at his mother's funeral, recorded alone in his truck afterward, voice breaking. 2016: the sound of rain on a roof, him reading a poem I didn't recognize, something about forgiveness. 2022: "I think I'm going to sell the Continental. I know. I know. But who am I keeping it for?" -ALBUM- - BARRY WHITE - All Time Greatest Hits - Best Of.rar

I sat in my dark apartment until the sun came up. Then I unzipped the remaining files, transferred them to a USB drive, and wrote Elena's name on a piece of tape. My mother would know where to find her.

A woman's voice, young, laughing. "Leo, if you're recording this, I swear to God—" A man's voice, my uncle's but younger, smoother, full of a swagger I'd never heard in him. "Just talk, baby. Say anything." A sigh. "Okay. It's our one-year anniversary. You said you wanted to remember everything. So here's everything: you burned the spaghetti, I pretended not to notice, we ate it on the floor of your apartment because you don't own a table, and then you played 'Can't Get Enough of Your Love' three times in a row and asked me to marry you." Silence. "I said yes, by the way. In case the recording didn't catch that part." I opened another: 1994-01-22

The last thing I did was drag the original RAR into my music folder. Renamed it: -ALBUM- - BARRY WHITE - All Time Greatest Hits - Best Of.rar

We were cleaning out his basement when I found the external hard drive. Gray, scuffed, a faded sticker that read "BACKUP - DO NOT ERASE" in his blocky handwriting. I'd tossed it in a box of his things and forgotten about it until tonight, when I'd been rummaging for an old charging cable. 2016: the sound of rain on a roof,

I stared at the screen. My uncle had been married once, briefly, in the late eighties. My mother called her "the one who got away" but never said more than that. The file kept going—fifteen minutes of them talking, laughing, the crackle of a record player in the background. Barry White. Of course.

Him in his living room, the one I'd cleaned out. His voice was thin, frayed at the edges. "If you're listening to this, you're someone I loved. Or someone who loved me. Maybe both." A wet cough. "I wasn't good at saying things to faces. So I said them to this little recorder instead." The sound of a lighter, a long exhale. "Elena, if you're out there—I'm sorry I didn't fight harder. Tom, I miss you every day. Mom, I hope you're proud of me somewhere. And whoever found this hard drive... don't be sad. Put on some Barry White. Dance in your kitchen. That's how you remember me."

Inside: forty-seven audio files, all labeled with dates. Not song titles. Dates stretching from August 1983 to February 2024, the month before he died.

His voice alone this time. Older. Tired. "She left today. Took the cat, left the records. I don't know which loss hurts more." A long pause. The needle dropping on vinyl. "This one's for you, Elena. Wherever you are. 'Just the Way You Are.' I know it's not Barry, but you always hated Barry."